A couple more months

Better late than never though!! So since last time I wrote Melodys arm cast came off, Bubs was diagnosed with an allergy to something ; his strange swelling is allergy related; still have not taken him to the allergists to find out exactly what; we lost a dog (lua) gained three; sunshine, brownie and chloe :) i found a new job and started school; currently looking for a job in a hospital; i really want benefits and vacations!!! It stinks knowing i will have to double my work for two weeks if i want to take a week off!!! Plus getting paid time and a half is always better than just time :) Struggling with putting my stuff in order; my house, my finances, etc; figured for my marriage's sake better to just pretend for the most part that i am a single mom so i can get the stuff done that needs to get done; i also joined choir so i am pushing myself out of my comfort zone also! All four of the big kids are in school this year; its crazy that they are old enough and big enough but so far it seems it is going to be a good year :) Wow this is really disjointed and all over the place but its so hard to find a theme; i am sure being up for 2 days straight pretty much is not helping my thought processes either or dealing with a cantakerous old lady (stated in the most respectful way) i have decided though there are things i dont want to be when i am old;i dont want to be nasty in both hygiene and attitude, and i think thats pretty much it; i want to be a happy old lady who makes everyone smile and has tons of good advice though thinking that makes me think that to get good advice i must live through the learning experiences ; hmmm i think i will leave the jury out on that one!! So for now i am leaving the posting at this but will post later i hope :) good morning